The MAKINGS of ME.

First off ... its been awhile since I been on here! I need to get on the ball. But 2008 was a semi-great yr. This yr I've learned so much & grown so much. It flew by so fast & I've had some good memories & some bad. I've graduated, turned 18, thrown my 1st party, went to prom, started college, voted for the first time ... for OBAMA at that, lost my first job of two yrs & gained another, lost & gained friends (lost more than anything) & lastly lost my first love. All these things have got me to where I am now. (Oh btw ... im gonna start updatin this thing more often & im gonna actually add & accept ppl lmao) I realize life is a growing experience and it doesn't come yearly its by the second, minute, hour, day, week, month etc. Jan- I turned 18 ... had a dinner at carrabas everyone that came I thank them...even though the club part fell apart. Got my first tattoo & belly piercing. Started talkin to ronnie once again... Feb- no valenti...

I REALIZED I HAVENT POSTED ALL SEPTEMBER. ITS BEEN TOO MUCH GOIN ON. BUT IM MAINTAININ. I NEED TO STOP BEIN LAZY. ADD MORE FRIENDS. DO MORE BLOGS. AND UPDATE. I PROMISE I WILL THOUGH. THATS IT FOR NOW LOL BYEEEEE!

GOD BLESS MY CITY. ENOUGH SAID. SCHOOL BACK IN SESSION TMRW...

MY PRESIDENT IS BLACK & HIS NAME IS OBAMA, BARACK OBAMA THAT IS!! BELIEVE THAT! Today in society ppl are use to seeing "white" men in office and now that this powerful black man stepped his foot in the door its turnin ppls nose's the other way! Its a shame that our society is soooo prejudice but I know i have my voters registration card and im voting for OBAMA. NOT BC HES BLACK, but bc I love & understand what HE STANDS FOR. It sucks that the youth 18-25 age ranges dont vote and that black ppl dont vote when really our vote will make the difference, but they figure it doesnt matter, YES IT DOES! VOTE PPL! and dont be fooled by MCCAINS CHOICE OF HAVIN A FEMALE VP ITS ONLY TRYIN TO THROW US OFF! She isnt very experienced and I WOULDNT want her as a president if somethin would happen to MCCAIN so be smart, VOTE! DONT COMPLAIN IF YOUR NOT VOTING YOU CANT COMPLAIN IF YOU DONT VOTE !

I honestly see what all my teachers in high school were sayin when they said in college they wont baby you. I mean i knew it was true but me actually seing it today wowww. BTW today aug 25, 2008 is my first day as a college student. There is no one in the hallway sayin "no cell phones, no ipods, get to class" etc. I like that but it feels weird just to eat in class lol. Some of my professors were actually ok with it. So far i have women professors and they seem pretty cool. I think ill be ok with my work and everything. I was in honors classes so it was basically kinda like college work. But I actually thought it would be a different ball game but its pretty ok i was nervous then i warmed up. I dont really plan on makin new friends but if i do make new ones ill be fine, but im ready to get this ish on the ball LOL. Im a full time student, I have 4 classes and they all seem pretty easy well you never know but oh well thats the way of the world or this LITTLE world we call COLL...

GOODBYE SWIMMING POOL GOODBYE CLUBBIN [WELL NOT QUITE LOL] GOODBYE HIGH SCHOOL GOODBYE STAYIN UP TIL 2AM OR LATER GOODBYE FAKE ASS PPL GOODBYE RONNIE GOODBYE INSECURITY GOODBYE TO ALL THIS NEGATIVE ENERGY GOODBYE TO ALL MY HOOCHIE-FIED CLOTHES GOODBYE TO ALL MY TRUE FRIENDS THAT LEFT !! AND HELLO COLLEGE YAYYYYYYYY LOL

Today was america's next top model auditions / casting calls, at Memorial City Mall. I've been waitin on this since i was 12 or 13. So when i've always said I will go once im 18 & I have graduated from High School. Well both are accomplished and once I saw the commercial I knew it was my time. She was excited also, who is she? My Mom ... So this morning rolls around i realize its 9:13 am and the auditions are at 10. I knew I was gonna be late but oh well I really wanted to go early so i could be there before 10. So I call her on her cell phone and she wakes up, comes to my room and says "So your tellin me I have to take my two kids and go allll the way on the other side of town" Im like "But you said you were gonna take me" she says "Thats to far and its not required for you to go" and im like "ok mom i wont go then" and she gets an attitude. Im like how do you have a right to get an attitude i said i wouldn't go! It made me s...