The MAKINGS of ME.

im so happy she did this song off her album. its one of my faves off her album. i been listening to her since her first album "all i have" & most ppl sleeping on her.... i know for a fact that i LOVE HER. =] p.s. isnt fabolous's verse on here NICE AS HELL? i think so, ppl sleeping on him too. oh yea & those girls in those mttm tees, make me smile thats my shit. ol

lmfao this video is pure comedy, & shes HELLA SERIOUS. but imma need her NOT to use the "n" word no more.

LMFAO... THIS SHIT RIGHT HERE IS FUCKING HILARIOUS! I JUST HAD TO POST IT LMFAO...WATCH IT TO SEE FOR YOURSELF! IS IT ME OR DOES THIS BITCH SOUND SLOW AS FCK? LMAO & SHE BREATHING TOO DAMN HARD "THIS IS FOR THE LADIES!" BWAHAHAHHAA!

DEAR SANTA, all i want for christmas is more mttm tees, a blackberry [either the 9700 or 8900], a MACBOOK pro, a wii, a gas card, to be straight for next semester, & LADY GAGA. is that TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR? i bet it is. lol i know for sure ill get 75% of the things but i prolly wont get lady gaga lol. but its worth a try. -i for sure always get the mttm tees i want so thats no big issue. -my blackberry is my xmas gift to myself. -the macbook pro i prolly wont be able to get til march because i wanna make sure everything is taken care of at school. -for next semester ill be basically living on my own, so i wanna make sure my money is right so i wont be a broke ass college student lol -the gas card is self explantory like who woulnt want a gas card?! lol haha if i get all those things i'd be satisfied. =] p.s. i thought abt putting a "boyfriend" on my xmas list, BUT honestly like 50 cent said "this relationship shit is too much for me, i wanna fck, be friends &

awww look at the kardashians, THEY DID THAT! & kourtney looks sooo cute! & yes of course the theme was the "SINGLE LADIES" video by beyonce. I JUST HAD TO POST THIS PIC OF THIS YOUNG LADY, for those of you who dnt know who this is, its CHANEL IMAN, a real SUPERMODEL. you know the ones that actually get paid, have contracts, walk down runaways, get booked for endorsements, etc. lol i hate the direction the word "model" has gone in, smh. but thats another subject for another day... but yea shes GORGEOUS. btw she's suppose to be "minnie mouse" cute huh?

so last night my homegirl/wife chelsea hosted bikini beach. it was suppose to be "GIRLS GONE WILD" but no girls went wild lol, the girls gone wild camera crew was there tho, & there suppose to be back on saturday, thats when bikini beach REALLY BE wild lol. those girls already be showing ass & tits even when ggw aint there. haha but this one camera guy kept tryna get me on camera, he was like "i like your outfit" & i told him "nigga please i DO NOT want my mama to see me on ggw" lmao he kept harrassing me, nigga please i aint finna be on that shit flashing my goodies! haha but yea he took this pic of us hisself. it was fun tho, we saw some upcoming artist & boy were some of them funny. i didnt take pictures of all em. lol but it was a comical thing. it was one performance i was excited to see tho JUST BRITTANY. [follow her @itsjustbrittany] she has a song called "call me 4 dat good" & i LOVE the song. lol

this post is jst abt my fave celebs featured in recent magazines articles, all in one post. NICKI MINAJ : COMPLEX MAGAZINE. im so happy she has come so far. she still pushing tho, i jst wish this barbie shit would die & the OLD NICKI MINAJ would come back, ya know the none robot ish. that playtime is over & sucka free ish. hmph oh well tho, ill still be a fan of hers! LINDSAY LOHAN : MUSE - JAN 2010. i keep that white girl, that LINDSAY LOHAN. i love her, and the fact that she is comfortable w/ her sexuality! LADY GAGA : ELLE MAGAZINE - JAN 2010. i LOVEEEEE her omfg! there are several more pics of her from elle, these are jst my fave! BARBIE/CHRISTIAN LOUBOUTIN. this is pretty dope. & no i dnt want to be a barbie, i dislike grls who be screaming "its barbie bitch" but aint nothin but cabbage patch dolls. lol i jst think louboutins on a barbie is mad hot. dnt know what louboutins are? sucks for you. heres few pics, dnt feel like p

this picture jst does something to me. & i shouldnt have to explain my sexuality. im 85% straight, 15% les! get w/ it! lol ive never had a sexual encounter w/ a grl tho! & i honestly believe EVERY female has a LIL les in em... dnt even front! but i wont even go into detail lol. but other than that, this pic is pretty hot. meaning the concept & everything.

"... HE PUT ME ON & I AINT FORGET SO FOR MY NIGGA I GOTTA FCK 2 HOES." pimp c told me NEVER LET HOE ASS NIGGAS RIIIIIDE. & THATS FOR THEM BITCHES TOO! today is the day pimp c passes away. well dec 4th was the day he passed away. i was suppose to post this post last friday, but i got sidetracked lol. anywho, i went on a pimp c quoting rage on twitter [@_bombbee] ,cause i LOVE me some pimp c. haha. & whats ironic is that it snowed in HOUSTON. it snowed last yr 12.10.08 & i amazed & this yr it was lovely. i had to work that day, but they called me & told me i didnt have to come in so i was excited abt that lol. i took a lot of pics here are few... my backyard. lil bro in front of my car, he was having the time of his life. neighbors houses. the rest are on facebook. =]

OMGGGG IM SOOO EXCITED LOL. i jst posted one of the screenshots from the video last night on my facebook & my homegirl pree jst told me the video is finally out. I jst watched it on my phone & i LOVED the video. BOUT time beyonce stepped out that shell she has been in w/ these plain ass videos lately! but i also love that LADY GAGA is in it. YES IM GOOGOO FOR GAGA! lol & think Lady Gaga can dance her ass off & her fashion sense is on another level all around I LOVE HER. so yea the video is posted below, ENJOY, I KNOW I DID! LOL

w/ relationships... my feelings have been crushed too much. & ppl wonder why im so rough & tough. imma forever keep my guard up. you think this new person in your life is interested but its ALWAYS something. honestly dudes in my age range are in the phases of "fcking everything" or purely jst are jst a bunch of dumb fcks who dnt know what they want & i DNT have time for that... its been stepped on TOO many times to count, so its about time for me to throw it out...

i admit it. i AM KINDA bitter. but if you were me you would be too, im honestly tryna move on from being w/ my first love of 4 yrs. i wont get into depth on it but if you know me you know the situation. a quick summary consists of me being in a mental, verbal, & physical abusive relationship, being cheated on all the time, my ex even got another chick knocked up! ha. smh. & yea i still have feelings for him, ive rejected his invitations to come visit him. i just dont wanna go down that road anymore, its unhealthy for me. im working on NOT being bitter its just another "trial & error" thing. BUT, in the back of my mind i still cant trust these dudes. ive been burned TOO MUCH. but i really wish people wouldnt hold that against me & take what i have been through in consideration. im trying my HARDEST to move on & not judge the next guy like hes my ex, its hella hard. my guards are up hella high, but i think i met someone who is on my level so who knows ... i

so i recently went to mac to buy some red lipstick. i dnt wear make up but the lady offered to put some one me. & i hated it of course but oh well lol. but today i got bored & took pics w/ the lipstick. i was kinda afraid how i would look w/ it on but i actually like it. when i tried on the pink lipstick i was disgusted LOL. heres a few though more are on facebook. A PERSONAL FAVE LOL

i LOVE her. BEEN lovin her since playtime is over. & BEFORE that. [do your research.] the pictures are GORGEOUS. anyway read/view the article HERE. P.S. the barbie necklace is NICEEEE!

so abt a month ago or so i was in the americas next top model contest. i didnt win the contest but i received alot of votes maybe around top 20-30 out of 500+ girls. i was still going to to go the auditions come aug 8th. i took off & everything & it was announced that the auditions were pushed back til sept 12th. as time passed by i was excited, but knew school was a priority & decided not to go to the auditions. even though i have wanted to tryout since i was 12 or 13 & when i finally turned 18, i could NEVER make it to the auditions, due to work, etc. BUT w/ some convincing of my TRUE friends & fam. I went w/ my homegirl JESSICA. she tried out as well. i didnt make it to the first round, because i wasnt prepared. I didnt have pictures or a application, etc. Which im not sad abt not making it b/c i wasnt prepared. so next time around i know what i have to bring to the table. the girls that auditioned w/ me did crazy & silly things to get noticed. hmmm

so somethin told me to youtube this & its already uploaded. basically if you missed it, watch it. ITS HILARIOUS, yet kinda sad. lol im lost for words STILL. i dnt know whether to smh or lmao! haha && can we BLAME it on the alcohol? lmao yea he got the henny on deck! haha well he got kicked out the awards after he embarrassed taylor swift & amber followed behind. smh kanye! LOL

i ran across this...on worldstarhiphop.com lol but is this video old or new? & why im kinda liking this? lol me & my cousin tayzjah were the biggest b2k fans. i LOVED JBOOG & she liked razb & lil fizz. i have every album & dvd, & hundreds of posters, went to EVERY concert. lol same thing w/ bowwow lol. whew brings back memories when i was young & didnt have a worry in the world ... thats another story though watch the video

IM GONNA MISS SUMMER, I ALREADY DO! IT WENT BY TOOOOOO FAST! from swimming, shopping, partying, etc. i did it all. so many ups & downs. lost friends, gained some. me and my first love are better than ever. learned whos who... & im happy i did. my circle is even smaller. but now that school is back in session...finna keep makin these excellent grades. save more money for my 20th bday, spring break 2010, & summer 2010 vacays. ONLY FCKIN W/ PPL WHO TRULY GOT THERE SHIT TOGETHER & DNT GIVE YOU THE BS ABT GOIN. im not gone get into that. but yea....this year should hopefully go by fast like my freshman yr did! finna make my sophomore year good. GOODBYE SUMMER 09 =[

TWO BOMB ASS VIDEOS! RUN THIS TOWN FINALLY IS OUT AFTER ALL THE LIL PREVIEWS. EVEN THO I DISLIKE RIHANNA, I GOTTA ADMIT SHE A BAD BITCH. & EVERYONE KNOWS I LOVE KANYE & JAYZ! CANT WAIT TIL 9/11 IVE BEEN CHANTING THAT DATE FOREVER! & ANOTHER ONE OF MY FAVE RAPPERS FABOLOUS FT. JAYZ "MONEY GOES, HONEY STAY" FABOLOUS' "LOSOS WAY" IS THIS SHIT & IF YOU DNT HAVE IT, YOU SUCK LOL ANYWHO WATCH BOTH VIDEOS, ENJOY! =]

i wanna go here. yes right there. by myself maybe since everybody on they bullshit & dnt have they shit together. im honestly tired of everyone. everyone lies to me. everyone works my fckin nerves. i jst guess i cant function with people well despite that im very friendly. i get called mean & rude for telling shit how it really is. but that will not stop my bluntness, it'll jst increase it. so if you dnt wanna be in my life, FCK OFF. tired of people always potraying me as fckin angry! im always in a good mood til somebody pisses me off. & dnt tell me you shouldnt let ppl get to you bc ppl ALWAYS get to me bc lately my fuse is short. i had been workin on my temper & now its bad all over again. so like i said you dnt have to be in my life honestly thats LESS ppl i have to deal with. it doesnt make sense tho b/c i am super friendly but people will nevr see it bc of how ppl treat me they see my bad side. tired of bein portrayed this way but then again i really dnt give

if they were still here... would these two be here? & when i say "here" i mean would they be the two rappers everyone is trying to be like, would they be the most dominant dudes in the rap game. back in the gap tupac & big were unbeatable, unstoppable, etc. & these two are just that. i was just looking through my computer & found both of these pictures. & it made me think abt it. nowadays jayz & wayne are running shit. i love all 4. but i jst kinda miss big & pac's music... i wish they were alive to make more music & to shut alot of ppl down. & since there not here anymore, im left with the "what ifs"...

THE WHOLE YOUNG MONEY CAMP MINUS WAYNE. I LOVE EM! CANT WAIT TIL THE CONCERT AUG 22ND!

ive been talkin abt amber rose BEFORE the hype. i LOVE her. shes BOMB. shes a BAD BITCH. shes in the upcoming issue of "COMPLEX MAGAZINE" HERES ONE PIC BELOW CLICK HERE TO SEE MORE PICS IN THE MAGAZINE OF HER & in her photoshoot, most of her clothes are american apparel =] i love aa also BEFORE the HYPE!

honestly everyone i talk to is a BULLSHITTER. when i say the people i talk to i mean the ppl i communicate w/ often, the ppl i call fam/friends etc. some complain abt there daily situations i.e. not having a job or not goin to school. how abt you get off your ass & go to a community college & find your ass a job. STOP BEIN PICKY, you have to start somewhere. no longer am i giving advice to a bullshitter. no longer am i inviting a bullshitter somewhere with me. because they run there mouth sayin "ohhh yea imma go & im down" LIAR! stop bullshittin w/ me & yourself. GET YOU & YOUR LIFE TOGETHER. ive been screwed over sooo many times ... im just really sick of it. DONT BE SUPRISED IF IM PRETTY HARSH TO YOU IF YOU ASK FOR ANY ADVICE. BECAUSE HONESTLY IM TIRED OF REPEATING MYSELF. honestly i jst tired of ppl fckin me over, w/ there BULLSHITTING. i could go on & on, but i wont.

im kinda late posting this bc im lazy of course lol. but im not gonna post all the pics, bc im LAZY. haha jst my faves. & might i add i think this is a BOMB combination. BLACK GIRL SWAG, WHITE GIRL TAGS & those who know me imma cop some of this ish of course, even tho i STILL have mttm & hellz bellz tees in my closest w/ tags on em. smh! haha but yea the line is already out. if you know what mttm is you know where to shop. I JST REALIZED I POSTED MAJORITY OF THE PICS FROM TEYANAS PHOTOSHOOT LOL. I GUESS I JST LOVE EM ALL! HAHA