The MAKINGS of ME.

how im feeling right about now.... this song is simply incredible as well is she.

&& THANK YOU

THIS SONG WILL NEVER GET OLD. i MISS the 90s, best music ever.

i dnt even know why i go out anymore anyway, lol. i never enjoy myself, i try to but i REALLY think im over it all. only reason i went out this wknd because it was my best friends 21st bday. i did have a lil fun tho, we went out fri & sat [toc bar & ibar] & sun we went downtown to the spaghetti warehouse & shopping as well. heres some pics ... [more on my facebook.]

Marsha Ambrosius is back, you might remember her Floetry Im soo glad she is back, wish they wouldve came back as a group but oh well. & i see she has lost some weight. butttt i LOVEEEEEE THIS SONG! i swear im living in "salt lake city" lol well kinda, but not really. & fabolous ripped his verse of course ... i just loved everything abt the verse especially what he said abt kat stacks lol cant wait til the official video and her album comes out. i mean i REALLY love this song, lol i can relate...

I MAY BE LATE, BUT OH WELL. this shit is HILARIOUS can someone tell homeboy taking someone to the movies, aint TIGHT. lmfaoooo! & then he said he got the popcorn on the side. bahahahaa! i couldnt stop laughing. the only reason I saw this was because i was watching a VH1 special the other day and he was featured, lol. watch it you will die laughing, lmfao! p.s. he has other videos on youtube, i havent watched em all yet, but im pretty sure they're all funny too lmao

I am one of those girls who read her horoscopes EVERYDAY. I even have the app on my phone ... oh well shoot me, lol Just thought i'd share some interesting qualities abt me that are hella true. Aquarius Facts Lucky Day:Sunday and Saturday Lucky Number: 4, 8, 13, 17, 22, 26 Lucky Color: Blue, Blue-green, Grey, Black Lucky Stone(s): Opal and Aquamarine Lucky Talisman: The Key (lead) and the Owl Positive Qualities: Truth-seeker, honest, probing, popular, amiable, broad-minded and creative. Negative Qualities:Changing, hesitant, eccentric and inefficient. Traits: Truth-seeker, honest, probing, popular, amiable, broad-minded, creative, changing, hesitant, eccentric and inefficient. Famous Personalities:Subhash Chandra Bose, Abraham Lincoln, Charles Darwin, Thomas Edison and Khuswant Singh via ZODIAC FACTS

i've been m.i.a. on here, but I still do check everyone elses blogs. just been working and doing summer school. but i am trying my hardest to keep this updated b/c i love blogging. ANYWHO, like i said i am gonna update more, and also feature things i have in store, as well as future singers, models, rappers, producers, photographers, djs, etc. whoever i believe is actually worth posting and has true potential. I JUST BELIEVE WE SHOULD ALL SUPPORT ANYWHO WHO IS DOING SOMETHING POSITIVE WITH THEMSELVES...! NO HATE ... ALL LOVE :) enjoyyyyy....! --B.

ive been seeing ppl tweet abt this video on twitter, and finally watched it on AYEJBOO'S BLOG . it was DOPE. i loved it, something different and very creative! I been hearing abt these dudes and there pretty nice...! Anywho watch the video enjoy! Oh yea shout out to my girl meghan in the video! lol The Niceguys Feat. Jack Freeman "Not At All" from Evesborough Films on Vimeo .

SOOOO I BEEN GOING THROUGH IT W. MY IGNANT ASS BOYFRIEND/EX BOYFRIEND. AND I JST RANDOMLY STARTED SINGING THIS, lol & i REALLLYYY CAN RELATE i def didnt understand this when i was younger, my mama use to keep badu on REPEAT. i think thats why i love her, anywho, this nigga really do need to get his shit out my closet. lol

so last friday i went to club office, for my friends 21st bday party. SHOUT OUT TO THE BDAY GIRL JASMIA, SHE WAS GETTING IT IN, LMAO i had so much fun with my homegirls & i might i add it has been 3 MONTHS, since i have been to a club, lol. ill be going out again this friday, but that'll be it for awhile again, cause i get tired easily in the club & i seriously hate it now, lol. i only go out for special purposes/ocassions. anywho heres few pics from last friday, more are on my facebook [facebook.com/bee.alix]

STACY DASH = COUGAR. lol SHE STILL IS BAD AFTER ALL THESE YEARS! this picture makes me wanna be LESBIAN lol

I SAY SHE IS MY INSPIRATION, because she is a teen model, A REAL MODEL. NOT THIS BULLSHIT THESE TRAMPS ARE CLAIMING TO BE. [lol] but i love her because she is so gorgeous and this girl is EVERYWHERE. i aspire to do the same. =] heres few pics from her spread from VOGUE SPAIN FEB 2010. :)

so yea when i FIRST heard this song i was 12 & i had the biggest crush on this guy who broke my heart. lol yea puppy love. but anywho ever since then, i just cant place any other song as being my favorite. i just dont know why. i do have a large variety of music i listen to, i listen to it ALL. and i have sooo many songs where i say "thats my shit" lol. but this song right here, i love it & plus its musiq soulchild, gotta love him. funny thing is when i was 12 i aint really know shit about love & idk how i thought i could relate, lol, but now, today as we speak, every word of this song is for me... p.s. where is he? & why cant we get music like this back???

me from yesterday. haha i think i look awkward but i actually do love the picture. & yesterday i also had my first photo shoot. pics will be up later this week. it was really fun & basically a "test" or "just fun" but i actually enjoyed it & i plan on starting to pursue my dream & passion. HIGH FASHION that is. :)

sorry guys ive been giving all my time to tumblr/twitter & to school & work of course, lol but im not gone. i have alot of things in store coming soon! anywho, i ran across this article on yahoo's homepage awhile back & thought it was pretty interesting & thought i should share. enjoy! Some people say they "just knew" that they were dating their future spouse. But what about the rest of us? What happens when you're not sure if he's The One? If you're considering long-term commitment or marriage, it's time to ask yourself some tough questions. Below, 10 signs that may indicate he's not for you. 1. You have a list of things he needs to stop doing/saying/wearing if he wants your relationship to work. If you're fixating on his flaws, he's either not the one you want or you're not ready for a serious relationship. Cutting him loose allows you time to grow and gives you the opportunity to meet a guy whose flaws you can embrace --

so i made a formspring. http://www.formspring.me/beealix i dnt too much care for ppl asking me ish w/ out revealing themselves. but hey….i figured why not make one, lol jst for the hell of it. so if you have something you wanna ask me, go right ahead. :) BE NICE THO! lol

another one, gone. we all need to wake up & realize tmrw aint promised, & it shouldnt take a death for us to see that. he was very well respected & i know he is in a better place. we jst all need to stop the unneccesary VIOLENCE. i say that ALL THE TIME *SIGH*... rip love. ♥..

yea so i created a tumblr like months & months ago, i was confused so i never logged onto it. well on my birthday i got bored & decided to finally update it & use it. & its quite addicting. i LOVE IT. so if you have one follow me on it. CLICK HERE. im still tryna get the hang of it so bare with me.

Today is my 20th birthday! I celebrated this past wknd. i went to level fri, martells sat, & had a dinner last night at zios. I TOOK ALOT OF PICTURES, lol. heres a few.... FRIDAY - CLUB LEVEL. SATURDAY - CLUB MARTELLS & I HAD A SECTION! LOL :). shout out to b.jones, he hooked me up all weekend! SUNDAY - DINNER AT ZIOS. OUTFITS COURTESY OF BEBE, URBAN OUTFITTERS, AND FOREVER 21. ;) OVERALL, I HAD A BLAST! WISH I COULD REWIND IT ALL. ALOT MORE PICS ARE ON MY FACEBOOK, I GOT TOO LAZY TO POST EM ALL HERE. LOL [facebook.com/bee.alix]

yea i kinda late, lol BUT anywho, i had no resolutions at all, why? bc they wouldve been broken em by now. i hate when ppl say "new yr new me" why change what you can change today starting a new yr? jst seems foolish to me and plus if you really wanted to change you wouldve been changed. but before the new yr even came around i had planned on working on my attitude, and my bad spending habits when it comes to shopping and eating out. so far ive been sucking at it lol, but ive been doing alot better than what i use to, & i know it takes time to work on those problems... even tho i didnt set any resolutions for the new yrs, i do have alot of good things comin my way i.e. i start off at U OF H, this semester, im finally transferring. im so excited, ill also have my own apt on campus, a one bed room, one bath, fully furnished, etc. & my mama has bought me everything i needed. shes the best idk where i would be w/ out her. i move in jan 13th! whoop whoop. this