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I THINK IM DONE ...


w/ relationships... my feelings have been crushed too much.
& ppl wonder why im so rough & tough.
imma forever keep my guard up.
you think this new person in your life is interested but its ALWAYS something.
honestly dudes in my age range are in the phases of "fcking everything" or purely jst are jst a bunch of dumb fcks who dnt know what they want & i DNT have time for that...


its been stepped on TOO many times to count, so its about time for me to throw it out...



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