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I NEED A GET AWAY



i wanna go here. yes right there.
by myself maybe
since everybody on they bullshit & dnt have they shit together.
im honestly tired of everyone.
everyone lies to me.
everyone works my fckin nerves.
i jst guess i cant function with people well despite that im very friendly.
i get called mean & rude for telling shit how it really is.
but that will not stop my bluntness, it'll jst increase it.
so if you dnt wanna be in my life, FCK OFF.
tired of people always potraying me as fckin angry!
im always in a good mood til somebody pisses me off.
& dnt tell me you shouldnt let ppl get to you bc ppl ALWAYS get to me bc lately my fuse is short. i had been workin on my temper & now its bad all over again.
so like i said you dnt have to be in my life honestly thats LESS ppl i have to deal with.
it doesnt make sense tho b/c i am super friendly but people will nevr see it bc of how ppl treat me they see my bad side. tired of bein portrayed this way but then again i really dnt give a flyin fck.
thats why i say once im done w/ school im gettin the fck outta houston aint shit here for me but the fam & him.

like solange said... "Im not in DENIAL, im not SUICIDAL, not an ALCOHOLIC, im not out here HO'IN. SO JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP..."

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