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SO AMBITIOUS.





so abt a month ago or so i was in the americas next top model contest.
i didnt win the contest but i received alot of votes maybe around top 20-30 out of 500+ girls. i was still going to to go the auditions come aug 8th. i took off & everything & it was announced that the auditions were pushed back til sept 12th. as time passed by i was excited, but knew school was a priority & decided not to go to the auditions. even though i have wanted to tryout since i was 12 or 13 & when i finally turned 18, i could NEVER make it to the auditions, due to work, etc. BUT w/ some convincing of my TRUE friends & fam. I went w/ my homegirl JESSICA. she tried out as well. i didnt make it to the first round, because i wasnt prepared. I didnt have pictures or a application, etc. Which im not sad abt not making it b/c i wasnt prepared. so next time around i know what i have to bring to the table. the girls that auditioned w/ me did crazy & silly things to get noticed. hmmm NOTE TO SELF. lol anywho im gonna start building my portfolio & i DO NOT WANT TO BE CONFUSED W/ THESE SKEEZERS THAT ARE "MODELING" NOWADAYS! im going for a different crowd, different views i want to do high fashion, not video hoeing, more of a kate moss/chanel iman or something like that not melyssa ford or karrine steffans lol, even though i wouldnt mind being in a video, i would rather be a lead girl not the boppin girl. so be on the lookout for some of my photoshoots im finna start on, i already have some ideas im ready to start on! IM EXCITED!

im a sophomore in college. i go to lonestar tomball willowchase community college. i planned on transferring to the university of houston BUT, thats when i was a pharmacy major. i recently changed my major to NURSING, a couple of days ago. im kinda happy abt my major change bc i think it'll be a lil easier to handle cause once i started the pharmacy program i WOULDNT be able to have a SOCIAL LIFE OR WORK. how abt HELL NO. lol i mean nursing would be the same but not as bad as pharmacy & nursing is shorter time. good thing abt switching my major is that some of the class i took for pharmacy or some of the classes needed for nursing! i have everything mapped out im gonna get a associates then go and get my masters. im pretty excited abt the things i have up my sleeve. i wanna do soo much like : modeling, nursing, bartending, substitute teaching, working in my moms salon when she opens it, & of course keeping my current job at the coach store! i jst love the hustle!
PLUS MY MONEY RIGHT ALREADY, ITS FINNA BE LOOKIN EVEN MORE NICE!

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