The MAKINGS of ME.

Today is 26th birthday, and I am beyond blessed. less than a year ago, I was a lost soul I felt like, but now I have gotten closer to god, family and friends, let go of negative people and things, and everything has turned around for me. I was baptized Sunday, and the message before my baptism was "Fulfillment in Jesus", for a long time I continued to say I was missing something, but what I was truly missing was making Jesus number one. Nothing else matters or comes first, and I am beyond elated to have matured and learned so much, to where now, I am so happy, I know everything will fall in line the way it is suppose to!

I graduated with my associates, May 2013. It took me longer to achieve it due to so many hardships, and losses. It was such a huge accomplishment for me, since the prior year I had my daughter and lost her father all in the same year. I wanted to get my BSN (nursing degree), but the flexibility of the program was something I could not work with. I did all the necessary prepping for nursing school, practice test, all required courses, etc. I was so disappointed, but me being a parent comes first, and me working has to be done first. Eventually I found a new love, which is my current job, of advising. I always wanted to be in a field of helping people. I am currently a financial aid advisor, and I love what I do however, I would love to continue to be further in education! Last semester I took on three classes, which has never really been challenging to me, but now I am taking four. If all goes as planned, my estimated graduation date is May 2017, if not I have it set at December 2017, e...

It has been four years of me being "single" but not because I wanted to be. February 11, 2012, I lost the love of my life and ever since then I didn't know where to turn. It took me two years to at least feel comfortable enough to "date", and not feel like I was cheating on him. Honestly, I have tried my hardest to be in a serious relationship since then, I have never been the type to "casually date." 2014 , I "talked" to someone, I dated in high school, and the whole year and he did nothing but play the "be patient, we will be together we just need to work on ourselves" game, eventually I got tired of taking someone so serious who didn't do the same for me and cut all ties. 2015 , I did the "talking" to someone thing again, it seems I always more serious than they were. I was doing things as if I was in a relationship, they made me feel that way so I treated them accordingly. Once they got comfortable, things got c...

I remember first starting here and to look back on it all, I was so young and innocent. Full of life and no care in the world. You couldnt tell me that back then, but now I see it. I definitely will be getting back into the swing of things ASAP. Over time so many social media outlets have been created & for now you can find me, Snapchat: @britt_alix Instagram: @_beealix Twitter: @_beealix Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/brittanialix Pinterest: https://www.pinterest.com/beealix/ Tumblr: http://beealix.tumblr.com/

almost 3 years later ive decided to log back on here. so much has changed in my life and i am thinking about getting back on here to vent. i dont really care if anyone reads this or not.

&& i promise, i havent forgot abt this =/ follow me on twitter.com/_bombBEE for the time being .

sorry ive abandoned my blogspot, shit is crazy. WORK, SCHOOL, ETC. my 21st bday is on JAN 26TH. im celebrating in houston and in VEGAS! HOORAY! LOL but you can find me on TUMBLR & TWITTER ILL BE BACK SOON, I PROMISE =]