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ONE DEEP.

I hate having this mental but its like i just cant trust no one. Everyone in some form either lies, disrespect, cheats, abuse, or betrays me. I wish i could have just one good friend that i know will come through & not be fraud abt it.
But mama told me that that RARELY happens. Gotta depend on yourself & NO ONE else.
It APPEARS, that i have friends bc of when i go out, but really those are just bitches i kick it w/ few of em ... cant even call em friends. IM JUST CONFUSED. tired of bein betrayed by females & males. IT IS MADNESS. & ppl wonder why im so mean sometimes its bc i dont want to be step on AGAIN. i put up a wall to protect myself from hurt...UGH this is madness...my bday weekend is approachin & im gettin depressed & angry...
[FOR THE LIMITED FEW I FCK W/ YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE NO DISRESPECT]
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