The MAKINGS of ME.

I HAVE MTTM ADDED TO MY MYSPACE. they posted a bulletin with the previews ... OMG. cant wait til the ish drops! & CHECK KID SISTER OUT. GREAT COLLABO! Im super excited for the new collection. not from ny ... but shirt is def. the BIZ.

BDAY? NAWWW BRITDAY! LOL IM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SEEN 19 YRS . MY MOM HAD ME AT 16 & SHE DIDNT HAVE TO KEEP ME BUT SHE DID. I NEED TO START TELLIN HER HOW MUCH I LOVE HER MORE & MORE. & HOW GRATEFUL I AM AS WELL. TODAY WAS GOOD MY BDAY DINNER & BOWLING WAS SOOOOOO FUN . PICTURES ARE POSTED ON MY MYSPACE & FACEBOOK. ME LOOKIN AT THE PICTURES MAKES ME LAUGH EVERYTIME BC THE PICS TELL ALOT OF DIFF STORIES...HAD A BLAST. im so blessed!

SO TMRW IS MY 19TH BDAY! I didnt celebrate this weekend [i was suppose to], so hopefully i get to celebrate next weekend. Tonight is my dinner at PF CHANGS & bowling afterwards. I pray things go as planned. But anywho I was bored this morn & started browsin the web...folks been askin what i wanted for my bday...well heres some ideas. [i also plan to buy some of these items...some of these items are just in my dreams hint the items that are $1000 & above lol] Married to the MOB tees already have the original purple one but i want to add to my collection. i want this shirt but its sold out =/ so if i can find it i will most def buy it! HELLZ BELLZ tees another tee thats sold out & if i find it...IM BUYIN! the fuck off pt. 2 RAY BANS! most def gettin these no matter what! GUCCI SHOES [$1160]. BELTS [$285]. BAG [$1295]. SNEAKERS [$425]. D & G shades. gonna most def purchase these as well. YVES SAINT LAURENT. ...

VIDEO IS BANANAS! & have yall heard the remix with jayz? ohhhh lordddd haha check the video out though & THE HATE BEGINS HUH??? DAMN ALREADY?

I LOVE MY PRESIDENT. HES SO SUAVE, CALM, COOL & COLLECTED! Im so happy for him & his fam. I just pray americans give him a chance & let the man do the damn thing! Im speechless & Im EXCITED! GOOD LUCK MR. OBAMA! I KNOW YOU WILL NOT STEER US WRONG. I HAVE SO MUCH FAITH IN YOU! MY PRESIDENT, OBAMA & FIRST LADY, MICHELLE!!!! MALIA & SASHA. THEY'RE SOME MINI DIVAS. THEY'RE ADORABLE. =] MR. PRESIDENT OBAMA & MR. VICE PRESIDENT BIDEN OUR FIRST FAMILY. =]. BARACK, MICHELLE, SASHA & MALIA OBAMA. BARACK & MICHELLE OBAMA, JILL & JOE BIDEN, ON NOV 4TH 08! THEIR FIRST DANCE AS PRESIDENT & FIRST LADY....AWWWW

I hate having this mental but its like i just cant trust no one. Everyone in some form either lies, disrespect, cheats, abuse, or betrays me. I wish i could have just one good friend that i know will come through & not be fraud abt it. But mama told me that that RARELY happens. Gotta depend on yourself & NO ONE else. It APPEARS, that i have friends bc of when i go out, but really those are just bitches i kick it w/ few of em ... cant even call em friends. IM JUST CONFUSED. tired of bein betrayed by females & males. IT IS MADNESS. & ppl wonder why im so mean sometimes its bc i dont want to be step on AGAIN. i put up a wall to protect myself from hurt...UGH this is madness...my bday weekend is approachin & im gettin depressed & angry... [FOR THE LIMITED FEW I FCK W/ YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE NO DISRESPECT]

I also hear there is a second version & im searching for it. =] lol I think this version is pretty bomb ... its different & has different elements, but there are some weird things that throw me off lol still HOT though ALSO DIVA, BIG GIRL VERSION...I THINK THEY DID THAT LOL THIS IS SOO FUNNY

WOW. Breathtaking movie. Showed me some things I never knew. Lil Kim was a BAD BITCH. & Anybody that doesnt see it fucked off in the head. But I see why she didnt like the way she was portrayed. But other than that I really enjoyed the movie, made you laugh, cry, & wonder what couldve happened if both pac & big were still alive. BOTH TOOK OUT BEHIND BULLSHIT. Niggas dumb ... I swear. Its nonsense out here in these streets. & it was cool how biggies soon was in the movie playin a younger version of big. I could go on & on about how much I enjoyed the movie, but honestly, you should go see it for yourself...its worth the money. & I believe his movie is gonna set record sells mark my word. RIP CHRISTOPHER WALLACE & TUPAC SHAKUR. I RESPECT YOU BOTH ♥

OK SO IN AUG 09. ILL HAVE MY APT AT U OF H [HOPEFULLY] SO INCASE MY FINANCIAL AID DOESNT COVER EVERYTHING... IMMA GONNA CONTINOUSLY SAVE MY MONEY. IM AT 3GS NOW & THATS GOIN TO MY CAR, IM PAYIN CASH FOR IN A COUPLE OF WEEKS. I GOTTA STOP MAKIN THESE WEEKLY TRIPS TO THE GALLERIA... I MEAN IM NOT GONNA STOP SHOPPIN FOR GOOD...HELL NAW! BUT IM GONNA TREAT MYSELF EVERY 2-3 WEEKS...LETS SEE HOW THAT WORKS! SO BEFORE I CUT OFF MY BAD SHOPPING HABIT THIS IS WHAT I PLAN ON PURCHASIN : EITHER SOME VERSACE, D & G, OR PRADA SHADES. SOME ROCK & REPUBLICS. MORE MARRIED TO THE MOB & HELLZ BELLZ. A GUCCI BELT. ALL OF THIS WILL BE ABOUT $1500 OR SO ... LOL YES I KNOW SAD. BUT I HAVE AN ADDICTION THAT IM TRYIN TO FIX. SO THIS IS HOW ITS GONNA WORK BUY MY CAR. BUT THE FOLLOWING ARE COMING MY WAY IN THE NEXT MONTH OR SO : INCOME TAX, MY REFUND CHECK, BONUS FROM WORK, CHECKS FROM WORK & MY BDAY $. IM SAVIN IT ALL EVENTUALLY. BUT IM GONNA ALSO BUY THE THINGS I LISTED ABOVE. FEW SHOPPING...

2009 is treatin me perfectly fine! Everything is good so far. Havin fun enjoyin myself like never before. Im enjoyin the folks that are still in my life... [FAM & TRUE FRIENDS] Im just feelin extremly blessed. No one can take this from me now, not you, him or them. BDAY IS IN 16 DAYS. Im excited! I hope things go right... AS you can see im just babbling lol Oh Tuesday (Jan 6, 09), my mom gave me a early bday present...a laptop! Yay me! haha im so lovin it. & I should be gettin my car REALLLYYY SOON! I feel it! LET GO & LET GOD...ADIOS LOL [for bday plans check my facebook.]