The MAKINGS of ME.

so i recently went to mac to buy some red lipstick. i dnt wear make up but the lady offered to put some one me. & i hated it of course but oh well lol. but today i got bored & took pics w/ the lipstick. i was kinda afraid how i would look w/ it on but i actually like it. when i tried on the pink lipstick i was disgusted LOL. heres a few though more are on facebook. A PERSONAL FAVE LOL

i LOVE her. BEEN lovin her since playtime is over. & BEFORE that. [do your research.] the pictures are GORGEOUS. anyway read/view the article HERE. P.S. the barbie necklace is NICEEEE!

so abt a month ago or so i was in the americas next top model contest. i didnt win the contest but i received alot of votes maybe around top 20-30 out of 500+ girls. i was still going to to go the auditions come aug 8th. i took off & everything & it was announced that the auditions were pushed back til sept 12th. as time passed by i was excited, but knew school was a priority & decided not to go to the auditions. even though i have wanted to tryout since i was 12 or 13 & when i finally turned 18, i could NEVER make it to the auditions, due to work, etc. BUT w/ some convincing of my TRUE friends & fam. I went w/ my homegirl JESSICA. she tried out as well. i didnt make it to the first round, because i wasnt prepared. I didnt have pictures or a application, etc. Which im not sad abt not making it b/c i wasnt prepared. so next time around i know what i have to bring to the table. the girls that auditioned w/ me did crazy & silly things to get noticed. hmmm ...

so somethin told me to youtube this & its already uploaded. basically if you missed it, watch it. ITS HILARIOUS, yet kinda sad. lol im lost for words STILL. i dnt know whether to smh or lmao! haha && can we BLAME it on the alcohol? lmao yea he got the henny on deck! haha well he got kicked out the awards after he embarrassed taylor swift & amber followed behind. smh kanye! LOL

i ran across this...on worldstarhiphop.com lol but is this video old or new? & why im kinda liking this? lol me & my cousin tayzjah were the biggest b2k fans. i LOVED JBOOG & she liked razb & lil fizz. i have every album & dvd, & hundreds of posters, went to EVERY concert. lol same thing w/ bowwow lol. whew brings back memories when i was young & didnt have a worry in the world ... thats another story though watch the video

IM GONNA MISS SUMMER, I ALREADY DO! IT WENT BY TOOOOOO FAST! from swimming, shopping, partying, etc. i did it all. so many ups & downs. lost friends, gained some. me and my first love are better than ever. learned whos who... & im happy i did. my circle is even smaller. but now that school is back in session...finna keep makin these excellent grades. save more money for my 20th bday, spring break 2010, & summer 2010 vacays. ONLY FCKIN W/ PPL WHO TRULY GOT THERE SHIT TOGETHER & DNT GIVE YOU THE BS ABT GOIN. im not gone get into that. but yea....this year should hopefully go by fast like my freshman yr did! finna make my sophomore year good. GOODBYE SUMMER 09 =[

TWO BOMB ASS VIDEOS! RUN THIS TOWN FINALLY IS OUT AFTER ALL THE LIL PREVIEWS. EVEN THO I DISLIKE RIHANNA, I GOTTA ADMIT SHE A BAD BITCH. & EVERYONE KNOWS I LOVE KANYE & JAYZ! CANT WAIT TIL 9/11 IVE BEEN CHANTING THAT DATE FOREVER! & ANOTHER ONE OF MY FAVE RAPPERS FABOLOUS FT. JAYZ "MONEY GOES, HONEY STAY" FABOLOUS' "LOSOS WAY" IS THIS SHIT & IF YOU DNT HAVE IT, YOU SUCK LOL ANYWHO WATCH BOTH VIDEOS, ENJOY! =]