The MAKINGS of ME.

yea i kinda late, lol BUT anywho, i had no resolutions at all, why? bc they wouldve been broken em by now. i hate when ppl say "new yr new me" why change what you can change today starting a new yr? jst seems foolish to me and plus if you really wanted to change you wouldve been changed. but before the new yr even came around i had planned on working on my attitude, and my bad spending habits when it comes to shopping and eating out. so far ive been sucking at it lol, but ive been doing alot better than what i use to, & i know it takes time to work on those problems... even tho i didnt set any resolutions for the new yrs, i do have alot of good things comin my way i.e. i start off at U OF H, this semester, im finally transferring. im so excited, ill also have my own apt on campus, a one bed room, one bath, fully furnished, etc. & my mama has bought me everything i needed. shes the best idk where i would be w/ out her. i move in jan 13th! whoop whoop. this ...

so abt a month ago or so i was in the americas next top model contest. i didnt win the contest but i received alot of votes maybe around top 20-30 out of 500+ girls. i was still going to to go the auditions come aug 8th. i took off & everything & it was announced that the auditions were pushed back til sept 12th. as time passed by i was excited, but knew school was a priority & decided not to go to the auditions. even though i have wanted to tryout since i was 12 or 13 & when i finally turned 18, i could NEVER make it to the auditions, due to work, etc. BUT w/ some convincing of my TRUE friends & fam. I went w/ my homegirl JESSICA. she tried out as well. i didnt make it to the first round, because i wasnt prepared. I didnt have pictures or a application, etc. Which im not sad abt not making it b/c i wasnt prepared. so next time around i know what i have to bring to the table. the girls that auditioned w/ me did crazy & silly things to get noticed. hmmm ...