The MAKINGS of ME.

Im just venting. I told a certain someone I cared abt him (jose) & I wanted there to be an me & him ... an us. This is nowhere near my character ... I just felt the need to do so because I feel so comfortable with him. & I been liking him BUT I've always been stuck on ronnie. well boy oh boy wasn't I foolish. I told him I was thinkin abt him & he says what were you thinkin? I tell him somethin I know wouldn't happen but I didn't wanna tell him ... & he keeps askin. sooo I tell him & I tell him I can't believe I told him I wanted to be with him. & he says "its ok baby girl" that's it? what abt a yea I wanna be with you too, or I think we should just be friends or somethin! I reply back with "yea..." & no response. maybe I didn't say enough or maybe I said too much. I just felt that since we had been so cool for almost a yr...I could tell him & we can discuss it like we discuss like we discuss everyth...